
Zeul said"It's so simple, that only few will understand;) When you want to feel happy concentrate on the feeling itself, not on the situations or things, that as you thing will make you happy.It works vice versa ;)

Houses, castles, entire cities, financial empires and fantastic carriers (all the way up to "White House" sometimes) , has been build under such a "management".So, because our course is very shirt, intensive and expansive, I will just teach you how to become a "nagging wife" first to your own self.;)
Kirill -"I feel, like I am on tour again, - detached and ready for changes."
Zeul - "Congratulations, finally, for this you don't necessarily need to change the place, just the patterns of thinking and doing things:)"



Zeul said-"No ,neither me, neither Dr.Keyreal, neither Kirill Pokrovsky :)
don't belong to any movement, Church, sect, organization, party, or community of any kind yet, because we strongly believe that everyone is a Church on it's own."

And another thing;- stop to ask me questions about sexuality, definitely not on this part of the world, where sex is almost completely sublimated to total materialism, still somehow in collective subconscious memory is subject of Catholic guilt and complicated by frequent scandals."
If you still have any questions about the subject, - please take your time and watch as much as possible episodes of "South Park" and the movie, "you hypocrites" .
This people (Mart Stone and Trey Parker) did a wonderful job, and humor is a best medicine for your "traumas".
On the corner of Grasleiharbor there is cozy terrace and a small café, called "Zwarte Zee"(Black see) .You can enjoy the wonderful view or if rapidly changing Belgian weather getting too nasty ;)
go inside and enjoy your snack or drink, including all sorts of the most fine Belgian beer and of course a bit of vodka.;)
The name of the café is not just a coincidence. Andrey -very good friend of mine, who runs the place, was born in Northern Crimea (now part of Ukraine) on the beautiful Laguna of Black See, called "Chernomorskoe". http://chernomorsk.narod.ru/index.html I used to go there for summer vocations in my childhood - it's a very lovely spot with the sand beach and a calm blue water.
Andrey Kipkalov is full on sunshine and energy
This is his lovely wife
Me and Olga Eldarova (very fine harp player) got drunk on vodka and were dancing on "Manu Ciao" until almost drooped on a floor :)


of the last, who have seen him alive, before he suddenly dyed from hart attack.He was flying us from Moscow to Brussels .Our dear Andrey, it is much easier for those, who believe in reincarnation, or in the idea that your immortal soul is in a better place now, to deal with the loss , anyway you were always closer to the sky and not only because of your profession -How much I regret now that I didn't find possibility to meet you more often. And if you watching over us , please forgive...

- OK,OK Just kidding.:) :)
We will find some solutions..Move to other planet?Build citys under the see?


jump to the water -don't be afraid - it's just "numerology" , no "crucification" -we will protect you, promise. 

FEAR
Go!!!,You are free, it's even difficult to believe how free you are to explore this universe -
Fear can be your friend, it protects you, can keep you alert and fear is one of the strongest behaver motivations, known to mankind.
But fear can become your enemy,when it's blocking you from action, and turning into depression.
Them cast this spell -
"Fear of pain - is worst, them pain. (there is "border " of pain after you loose conciseness)
Fear of losing something or somebody is worst, them loosing it (other things will come),
Fear of dying is worst, them dying (that comes usually fast and painless)"
TAKE CARE ,BUT DON'T BE FRIGHTEN, CITIZEN OF PLANET EARTH
people sometimes do stupid, terrible things when they are too scared
one life in this form -one chance -one moment between past and the future - right now. So stand up and act!!!
you can't take anything with you when you go or...?



of "CONRAD" in Brussels , where I used to play some 6 years ago. 