- "Mysticism "- it is just another way to look at things, no better them "science" or organized religions. It is not so far from politics, you know. Did you hear about "Skull and Bones"? -I love this initiations .Peeing on each other, lying in a coffin - way cool. But you need to be from a "good family" to get there in a first place, right? -Right. This is the "club world" after all. I am teaching you differently - R-r-r-run from any club or sect or corporation ,or political party as far as you possibly can, it's a swamp. But you, boys just don't know how free you are, how many dimensions and interpretations of so called "reality" is over there for you to choose and explore - just de - hypnotize your mind from everything they told you. Pick any, you like."Reality" doesn't exist. Everybody interpret it the way they conditioned or choose. That’s why poor Latino girl dancing salsa all day, and rich lady's taking antidepressants, that are just placebo (we experimented), for you information... -I don't dig marijuana - it makes you lame and de-motivated. - I don't agree, you just starting to see things a bit in another way... -Drugs are a good example, - give depressed housewife a pill of Amphetamines ,like they did in 60s and she will find herself in another "reality". When you drunk - you are again and another reality. -Right ,and wake up in the morning in Hangover-land-reality -- Marcus, start your day not with complains of what you don't get, but with a gratitude to what you still have, despite your heavy attempts to screw your life in all directions :) - Why you do it so difficult for yourself, Arthur? -DO YOU KNOW BETTER WAYS, "mister wise ass"?, Then just show me... . As far as I see your life sucks as much..You just have more material possessions - toys, your folks are rich... -Calm down ,boys we are all equal, It was taken care off -I showed you dozen times, - when it comes to love, happiness, joy, pain, pleasure ,loss, death there is no bank account that can help. Whatever you think you have,- if your tooth is broken it will hurt, and if you are rich , doctor will ask twice as much... -No,.... four times as much... -Aah, now I know why you hide your wealth from you girlfriend. - Women are not an "evil" - they just more sensitive to evil. Look how many adds targeting them and, well , - kids too.. "Choco poops", "Choco poops" - Boys , I told you many times that all the Western civilization is build by hands of man ; but by effort of constantly nagging women -"Our neighbors House is bigger..I can't go on street in this dress.. Baby needs a garden... -I know perfect good babies grown in little apartments, some of them are Nobel Prize winners by now.. -And some are second in "The Guinness Book of Records"for being super dumb arses as you.So dumb, that they didn't even make it to be first. I don't see the connection.. -Babies don't play in a garden , babies play "World of Warcraft". -."Oh Womanhood -We made for them washing machines, vacuum cleaners, fridges, microwave Owens, dish washers, electric press, -name it..And we are still not good enough...Ok not all of us, the greatest like Leonardo or Michelangelo, or Nostradamus... -Shut up ,they were all kinda queer. -"Ok ,honey, you are so talented" - told Arthur playfully fondling his friends ass, that so seriously pissed him off , so he put his hand on a sword. - Aha ,- little sissy boy, you are afraid we will dig how gay you are? -Are you starting a fight? I teach you all this tricks only in self defense. -It is self defense. Do you know how many of you died in a meaningless wars,for city, king, duke, country, Wall Street, Israel, Holy Land, "Freedom"- you testosterone driven beasts?. -War was cool , Take the city, steal ,rape, - fun.. -Or get raped and killed ...dummy.. - But is it all about oil now. -Right, it's like blood for vampires, do you know how we call it?- "Human Resources" ..Hmm blood, sweet blood... - No , we bring "democracy" to the countries with oil so we can have it. and they can't make the weapons of "ass destruction"... We don't want another 1973 -Aha Izrael-Egipt -Right ,OPEC decided to punish westerners, and hippies were gone,- no more money for weed, no gasoline for Volkswagen Hippie Mobile -Aha, Hitlerwagen. -Don't worry -there is a new version. -I like hippies, -free love and stuff. Them there was AIDS, “War", "War on terror", not sexy at all. - "Terrorists"? - Hahn ,people we pissed off (or even train to be pissed off before ) so hard, that they blow the guts out in public places or attack the airliners with paper cutters and crash in the most guarded places of the most powerful country of the world like Army Command Centre - Pentagon, even without passing flying tests!!!!!!!!!.? -Sigismund Schlomo Freud would probably explain it differently - imagine sexually frustrated, horny ,middle eastern teenager. Wanking is taboo, homosexuality - taboo , all girls are well hidden, rare honor of watching their husbands deflower those 72 Houris (virgins) and 28 young pre-pubescent boys in heaven, after they blow up some bus full of infidels can be motivating for both. -Do not attack any believer, I know that you remember the Holy book by heart, s,I also made some quotation in my block note- I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other specific laws and how to follow them.1. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors.They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual cleanliness - Lev.15:19-24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.4. Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and Female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians.Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses.Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden byLev. 19:27. How should they die?9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? -Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging. -I understand your irony, but people were and still bealive in Fairy tales and get killed for it. --They were pretty confident -Intelligent design, my ass, -look at me I pee and make love with the same organ. -Yes, and your ass.... , that Earth is flat and Sun is rotating around it, for centuries.And you know what Inquisition did with thus, who thought otherwise, right? - -I will personally torture and kill every child, who doesn't believe in Santa Claus. -How sweet of you... -Of course not, majority will always stick to the "official" version - it's just feel save and who cares anyway..except some rebellious nerds. If ignored ,will never be taken seriously. Job,car,house, account - this things are really what they busy with. Clever? -And sex? What about Wars, femine in Africa, Global worming, Ozone layer, Islamic Fundamentalism? - I told you it's already taken care about. And Russians.? -It will be ruff , but we will divide this monster and concur. Did you see game called "Risk"? There is no Russia over there among other lands - some little parts.There will be "Moscovia","Siberia""Far East End" or something I already can see how forces of UN secure the streets of Moscow. Ha-ha, they have no traditions of "democracy".. And then sweet Iran.... - And vampires will take China - so much blood -"human Resources" like managers call it,tin skin, easy to bite...Kill half of Africa with something like AIDS, (was designed for it), and make a big national park."Preserved continent" Sterilize for free, or invent some bug, - cut the population 10 times, so the ones who will be left will have plenty of everything and finally descent life for human kind?Is this your plan Klem and Orgis? Come on , let's see some lady’s, before they send us to Siberia to fight for oil and bring "democracy" to polar bears ,-Oh, girls - forever pregnant (instinct kicks off) and beautiful soft skinned, full breasted maidens with "rubbery" nipples... -Stop, I almost getting a "hard on"... They entered another room and seen just the skeletons around the table.. And then they've heard a loud voice , coming from "everywhere" and "nowhere"-"Don't...Don't wait too long - find any suitable material above the consensual age and craft it to "perfection"... -That was Orgus..What a cruel joke. Shit, we are too late...Time doesn't matter for Universe, we invented it to count, how much approximately we still going to live... -Life expectancy before the Middle ages was 45 or so, so they had to harry, and f++k what ever they could get..I mean... -I will defend my ass with a sword, I am not jocking.... -Boys, did you hear about "sublimation"? The forefathers, who forbid the masturbation and sodomy in male groups were not stupid. Transformation of sexual energy gave the world a lot of beautiful pieces of art, technology , other cool stuff and largely responsible for very existence of modern civilization as we know it... -Yep, that's right,mate. After I come, I just want a cigarette and some sleep. -Sounds like sex education movie from 50s -borrrrring... -So what shell we do.? -Let's jerk off an go to sleep.. - No I will right a song -Seriously? -And I will draw.. -And I will perfect some new spells, boys... Let's start from the basics again- Don't let them pretend and turn things upside down. Doctors need seek patients. Firemen need fire. Military need war. Police and prisons need criminals. Schools and teachers need pupils Controllers need people without tickets. God needs believers. Garbage companies need your trash (but you also pay and sort for them) Parents wanted (or anyway give birth to ) children.(guilt is not on you) Politicians need people (to vote and they are payed by your taxes)- they have to serve you. Journalists need scandals. Lifeguards need someone drawing. Businessman (boss) need workers.(more them you think) Social workers need people in distress. Banks need your money.(they profit from every transaction and closed at 4pm!) And finally - Most women need man and attention and yes, sex, more, them vise versa. -Da,da - I've herd this stuff before. - You've heard ALL the stuff before. We just re-doing and re- saying for centuries, for eternity. In different tongs, in different forms. Everybody knows..It's like with smoking, -it is of course knowledge of the harm ,that causing the cancer sells to take over. Cancer it's another life form, unfortunately it's stupid enough to perform suicidal and sadistic action of torturing and killing the host, but put the cancer sell in the Petri dish and it will live forever. No, boys did you get it? Cancer sell is immortal ,shame humans not yet find a way to discuss turms and conditions with cancer, we could cut a nice deal. But no!!!!.Instead cancer trying to kill us, we trying to kill cancer, it's like Palestine over there in hospitals. Let's seat and discuss, we have lot in common, we can trade, coexist. Discuss with your "illness", -it's just another form of existance, trying to take over. You can smoke a ten packs a day , but if you not "welcome" concer to your mind and body - you will newer succeed.Discuss with your pain, do not take painkillers. Discuss with your fear, who knows,-maybe it is your best friend after all, it hurts, but maybe it is fear that motivates you or even saving your life? Discuss with The Her Majesty Death.-I can't get it why some people are so afraid to go, and others just trying to kill themself and other with such a passion, that somtimes I think that it is Planet itself "making them to do things"You all know stories about hosts?Undead.All - the truth.They like it in here , they don't want to go.-I don't understand as many say THERE ARE A BETTER PLASES .So why you are scared?And why you not run or attack -it is what fear made for.Why you "freeze" when you are scared?.You thing if you freeze this beast called "life" will not see you, not byte, not harm in anyway. And you call it's depression? Fear it is, butnot the fear or death, but the fear of life. I can understand people , who are afraid to loose subjects or objects they emotionally attached too. Yes it's childish, but in a way understandable. Knowing that you are "mortal" and being afraid to loose something or somebody? We didn't make an effort to study cancer sells, we try to kill them, so we are "mortal"."And this will pass"-said the sign on King Solomon's ring. if is action, life is change, your closet is limited in size, so you have to throw the old cloth, before you buy some new. Everybody knows, how difficult it is. We are all "collectors”. You can't "collect" knowledge, Universe is in constant move, it's a Rambler, a traveler, before you learn something, it's changed. -Wow. This is deep. -You contradicting yourself, not as much as Jesus of course, but themn again ,-you are match younger, and we don't know what he did the first 30 years of his life. Holy Book just doesn't say anything about his early careere, funny? -Your heretic references will be punished by the severe "spanking", boy. - Do not "spank " him too much, he might learn to like it after a while."Oh pain, sweet pain." -His contradictions don't bother me as much as his negativity.. - Negativity? I just exesise my freedom of speech, as you exisise your freedom to fart...You want me to become as "sweet" as ....Right.... on Sunday tv?
I just wanted to say before you "jerk off and going to sleep”, resting and preparing just to repeade, and repeat your favorite "patterns of behavior", again and again, -that life is about the action, not about lying down "depressed", because you learn some, but to act, and whatever motivates you -positive, or negative emotion or feeling, - fear, jealousy, love, sex, greed,- is ok with me, but just don't fart and complain..Yes ,"the bad stuff" happens too ,and as much as goodness -(famous black and white Chinese sign, that is older them all the religions even emerged ) ,this is it, and " the bad things "existing and "in your face" on every news page and we better learn to live with this, if even God himself can.Yes hungry shark will bite your skinny ass, so if you want to become a wizard one day - don't be there.Don't be there, where "bad things" about to happen, not at that time, not at that place, not with your mind and not with your body. Tuff luck, bad timing? Are you kidding?...
You brought it on yourself, and them more your imagination is "vivid”, and them more your natural“magnetism" is strong, them more chances to meet this hungry shark... - Do You mean we are calling "the bad things to happen" upon ourselves by our own powers?.-Exacly, my fellow mage.The bottom line is – “If you go towards the light, do not wear black cloth, the hit will burn you."
What was seen can’t be unseen, but you better think pink, when you wanna positive outcome, even if you find the blue more attractive. Paranoid delusions, if you are creative and powerful enough ,can manifest into quite vivid sensation of agony, suffering and distress. So be proud if “shit happened”, at
Least you are creative to make such a mess in your “personal universe”
-Are we all heaving our “personal universes”?
-This is the question that even first grader wouldn’t be proud of.
-Regain selfrespect. Remove self limitations, if you had power enough to create such a mess,
You have power enough to fix it, and don’t tell me that fixing is more difficult, asking for more skills or boring. We can see the “miracles” happen all the time and not only special effect department of “Paramount Pictures “responsible for that.
Ok but what ti do if you get yourself sick, or get into trouble like that kid, caught wanking on video by his room mate and shown on "YouTube" to the entire planet?
-What a tasteless example! But ok, if you manage to bring yourself to such a “shame” at such a tender age in your “Personal Univerce” tm –grate future awaits for you. Majority of people never ever get close to such success and a fame.
You have to be at least a president of the most powerful nation of the world, to manage to get so far.
As I said –“Respect your trouble, love your illness, and cherish your misery “
It’s a first step. And by the way be grateful it’s all better , them “Nothingness”
-Oh, yeah, when “nothingness” comes"Behold and beware…Your PersonalUniverse tm can be pretty empty and cold place, for
Eternity…All your problems compare to “Nothingness”, is a really a “mosquito bite at the ass of an elephant”, like Fniqulians would say.
-Now just sleep in a count of ten. And hands above the blanket!.
From"Survival Gide of modern mage" Dr.KeyReal tm"2008yesv