For many years I have used and abused you. And I am sorry.
As I look back, I realize that I use you as a “release” - and not as a pathway to my higher self. I have made you tense, goal-oriented and external. Though I have regarded you as sacred from an intellectual standpoint, my actual practice demonstrates otherwise.
When I experience you, very rarely am I in the moment. My mind is elsewhere. I do not celebrate the universe through you.
You can connect me with my own divinity - and open me to the divinity of others. I want this to be my experience.
I will overcome the guilt, taboos or feelings of shame that are associated with you. I will laugh with you. I will dance with you. I will awaken this temporary body through you.
If only I knew how.